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.::the beautiful letdown::.

Monday, November 11, 2002

"Senorita, I feel for you. You deal with things that you don't have to..." - J. Timberlake
Just sitting here feeling blue. Wishing I was somewhere else...some other time...some other girl. Don't get me wrong. I like being Mandy, and I understand that if things are to change things, it has to be me that changes them. I'm just wondering when to let this all begin. When does the red curtain go up? That is for me to decide...and that is the problem exactly. I'm bad at making decisions for fear of a mistake. It's about time to start making mistakes.
I've been a passenger in my life for way too long. It's time to hop over to the drivers seat and see where this ride takes me.