*Song of the Day* - "Sick Cycle Carousel" - Lifehouse
My dear friend Bryan who goes to MSU just IMed me and asked me to come to a party there tonight. I reminded him that would mean quite a long drive for just a few hours and that I have class in the morning. Oh how I wish I could go see him. He's one of my best guy friends of all time...there through a lot of my life that just plain sucked...and I don't get to see him enough.
That's the way life goes now though. I don't get to see a lot of ppl I'd cut my arm off to see.
College is weird like that. It rips you right out of your comfort zone. It tests you in the fire to see what you're really made of. Some of me has burned away, but I swear I'm still underneath everything.
Today has been very difficult to just be awake through. I only slept 4 hours last night. I skipped class tonight for the first time in so long I can't even remember. I had to. I'm too worn down to want to talk about Rock. I needed to just curl up in bed and think and sleep. It would really mean a lot if you'd call me. Yes, you. I am talking to you. Don't think I mean that for someone else.