*contracts with unseen forces*
Yeah, so my second longest relationship ended Monday. I felt pretty emotionless about it all. We'd been together since May and I really don't think that either one of us thought it would last past June, so I really don't know why we let it.
I guess we'll be friends if he can handle that, but honestly I really don't care. I know that sounds cold, but I'm pretty numb to it all by now.
I just really think that God has bigger things in store for me right now if I will just be obedient and single. I've always been more focused and productive as a single person.
Maybe I'll actually take the plunge and move to Nashville in 2005. Wouldn't that be a leap of faith?
As for now, contemplation, prayer and sleep.
It's Sunday night and I'm sleeping in tomorrow morning, dang it.
I wish Kelby weren't in California.
I'd really like to visit him in L.A. soon. Kentucky is really just not cutting it for me anymore.
Maybe I should move to Florida and take on the next hurricane that blows up.
I could become a superhero chick and just move around fighting natural disasters and protecting the innocent.
Or maybe I'll just stay in bed.
Hope there's sunshine through the rain wherever you are.
Miss you if you believe it or not.
No more repeating dreams, please. They are starting to get a little annoying.