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.::the beautiful letdown::.: 02/15/2004 - 02/22/2004

Friday, February 20, 2004

i thank you God
I just had the most amazing night with the UK women's chorus. We had our yearly retreat at Calvary Baptist Church...90 plus women singing, dancing, and spending time together. I love this choir. I love the girls in it and their absolute passion for the music that we sing...their hearts for friendship and their ability to find that one girl in the corner who is new and doesn't know anyone and transform her into a silly singing dancing friend.
We specifically spent some time on a song tonight called "i thank you God" by e.e.cummings. I want to share the words of it with you, whomever you are, and let you have a little bit of the joy we feel when we sing it with goosebumps and tears.

i thank you God for most this amazing day
for the leaping greenly spirits of trees
and a blue true dream of sky;
and for everything
which is natural
which is infinite
which is yes

(i who have died am alive again today,
and this is the sun's birthday;
this is the birthday of life and love and wings
and of the gay great happening illimitibly earth)

how should tasting touching hearing seeing breathing any-
lifted from the no of nothing -
human merely being doubt unimaginable you?

(now the ears of my ears awake and
the eyes of my eyes are opened)

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

*tuesday morning blues*
Sitting in the Kernel again working on some stuff for the Entertainment Guide. I'm beginning to feel like graduation will never actually happen. It's warming up a bit outside, which makes me really nostalgic for the summer and being out of class.
I've been so busy lately, weekends inclued, that I feel like stopping even for a second would result in an entire collapse of my life. If any hour of my life were ever any different than it is, the whole works would come to a grinding hault.
For now, I'll just listen to the Foo Fighters at my desk and try to keep my head on straight.
If you life in the 6th district of Kentucky and are not going to vote today because you aren't registered or don't care, YOU ARE A WANKER!